Besides for signing up for boot camp last week (and I have received my confirmation email), I don’t really have much else to add. I am watching what I am eating, and trying my best to eat appropriately. I am trying to constantly keep in mind what I am trying to achieve:
- Work on my marriage;
- Work on our financial situation and pray that God provide for us according to His glorious riches in Christ Jesus;
- A well-balanced, healthy child that is a contributing member to society and our economy;
- To eat healthily, lose weight and exercise.
I have realised that to truly achieve what I want to achieve I need to cast my burdens onto Jesus, humble myself so that He will lift me up when the time comes. There is so much in this life I can’t achieve, but I know the God who can. So, I cast any concerns about my marriage, our finances, Baby Girl and my weight and health onto God. As the Blessed Controller, I trust that He will work out His glorious plan to bring me the abundant life He promised. It is so humbling to know I can’t really do anything – I must do what I can, but I can’t change the outcome anymore than I can change the weather. But, God can. And it is in Him I trust.
I am too tired to keep battling on my own; to keep trying in my own strength to make things happen; to keep trying to plan and manipulate and control. I can’t do it anymore.
So, I am casting my anxieties onto HIm – He is the Blessed Controller and I trust that all things will work for my good and His glory.
The Baby Mama